The actress who plays Mercy Lewis on the TV show Salem looks an awful lot like my former pre-T lover.
This makes me hunger and thirst at the same time.
I don’t miss him, except for the times that I do.
He was abusive, sometimes downright horrid, but he was also so amazing.
I’ve described my love for him before as such:
“You see a beautiful, exotic creature and yearn to get close to it. Every moment spent with it, that it does not bite you, is precious and amazing in itself. The pain becomes worth it.”
Those eyes, I say, those eyes. He was so gorgeous (and I mean that in the most non-gender-specific way possible).
Listening to The Glitch Mob and feeling strangely nostalgic. I was so beautiful and I didn’t even know it. So strong, yet so weak.